Error of My Youth

Thinking about her my heart goes
pitter patter pitter patter
Splater as I throw it against a brick wall
After all
I'm a man on a mission
I don't have time for it
I yell "I'm a Christian"
But its the point your missin'
I say it because I need convincin'

In spite of the trouble you bring me
I feel that I love you.
And in spite of their volume
my words have no conviction

Truth is I say I love her to feel alive
for two years now I've been dead inside
I run and hide from the truth
but it always finds me.
Its an error of my youth.
I'm doomed to be lonely.

I pick up my heart and blow the dust off.
And when it comes to love I feel that its all lost.
My heart no longer beats, I wonder if it ever truly did.
It was an error of my youth, I was only just a kid.
But I'm a man now and I need Your forgiveness.
Please come into my heart, make me whole and show me true bliss.