Everything is really starting to get to me. It seems like I'm never good enough, that I always fall short of the mark. I think I'm about to just turn off.
You know what "falling short"s are? They are God's way (yes, I said God, don't read too much into it) of showing you that you still need to work but you are at least trying. I hate it when people say that there is no try. Of course there is try! You do your best, and sometimes it won't work out, no matter what you do. You know what this is called? "Que sera, sera"; "what will be, will be." You ARE good enough; you just need to find your place. That takes a LONG time. So take a step back, breathe, and think to yourself, "When I get back to it, I will try my best, but if it doesn't work, I won't let that stop me." Trust me; for me right now, this attitude helps so freaking much.
Anywho, I didn't mean to rant so much. I just know you're better than you seem to think you are. Give me a call if you need to talk some more.
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You know what "falling short"s are? They are God's way (yes, I said God, don't read too much into it) of showing you that you still need to work but you are at least trying. I hate it when people say that there is no try. Of course there is try! You do your best, and sometimes it won't work out, no matter what you do. You know what this is called? "Que sera, sera"; "what will be, will be." You ARE good enough; you just need to find your place. That takes a LONG time. So take a step back, breathe, and think to yourself, "When I get back to it, I will try my best, but if it doesn't work, I won't let that stop me." Trust me; for me right now, this attitude helps so freaking much.
Anywho, I didn't mean to rant so much. I just know you're better than you seem to think you are. Give me a call if you need to talk some more.
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